OMG~!
I left the god forsaken hell hole of a black hole and flew upon silvery wings to the great state of Washington!
Yes, .... that's right, Washington... as in state... Not the D.C. ... psh... never that place. Anyway.... there were trees!
Wonderful wonderful wonderful trees! ... and the weather... finally, cool caressing winds with a chill that let your whole body that you were alive. And the air...... I can breath!!
No smokey OMFGWTFISTHATSTINKYWRETCHINGSMELLTHATISSLOWLYGIVINGMECANCER!?
Our host was a definitely a gentleman for he drove us around to sites that I had forgotten and only remembered in my dreams. I drank form a nantual spring where the water flowed form a glacier!!
ONLY SHIT! REAL GLACIER WATER!!
It was heavenly.... There there were adventure is the city that holds the highest needle! We visited the very first skcubrats! Ther veryone one that is pictured in art of all the other ones! We saw a giant brass pig and fed it money! We saw the great art-o-wall of strange thoughts and ideas.... oh, yeah ... and the sticky wall-o-gum! ...er.... just... uhmm... ew.
There were also flying fish to waiting hands that would wonsume them. Invaded the only utilikilt store were I told them I wanted a REAL kilt.
Hmm... cold snuggles of keep black and white feathers warm with closeness and love.
It was the first trip in a long time that I enjoyed where smiles, laughter, and loved was an ever constant.
There will be a later.... destination, end of 2009.
Kalifornication will only be but a memory... And a future will open up ... new memories and adventures.... love... and happiness...
It must come... it MUST come.
However.... all good things have a darkness.... The distant sister to a black raven.... she has fallen into hazard. She keeps secrets, but I see with my eyes that world that she wants to hide from me... Its in her smile... in her eyes... her face.... her spawnage spoke a truth that she spoke falsely of. She is not the sister I knew... she is not the one who laughed at me and enjoyed my company... There are chemicals not meant for ones body ... chemicals that were never meant to hold reality for the mind. They destroy for all their attraction. She knows my mind on these chemicals... She did not speak of this ... but I saw the evil that is killing her.
And I can do nothing. I am afraid there is not saving her from this. My family has failed... father gone ... mother gone... sister... dying. Nephew.... well, he will be an innocent victim and there is nothing I can do to save him.
In time.... she will reach a foundation where there she will no longer sink below ... it will kill her ... or save her.... But only then will she be able to rise agian ... and soar with the Black Raven.
I can do nothing... except let her fall.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
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Wow!!! Really Matthew?? Maybe if you actually tried being more involved in my life you would have known that I have never and I mean never been into drugs like you are assuming here. My son (who is of no concern to you or our father) will not be a victim like you are fearing. Thanks for the confidence in me and my mothering skills. Just because you had shitty parents doesn't mean i am a bad mother. Maybe it would be better if you stayed out of my life rather than assume fucking bullshit you know nothing about.
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