Scattered thoughts... Grounded or not ...

Christmas...

Phooey...

We are not having a Christmas this year. We did have a Yule… to some degree. But in reality, the cheer just is not here. Oh, we tried but things just did not work out the way we wanted them to. I have bills to pay and thanks to Maxine, what remaining money I did have went to her. She had a leak in her engine that had to be dealt with and unfortunately, it broke my pocket book. I am glad to say that it’s not a permanent break and I should be alright in a month or so. Sill, I am broke.

I have so many worries. I worry about my health, The White Ravens health. I worry about 3KK0, our cat. Food is another worry… noise that screams to us from our borders of blood hang over us like a blanket the green demons that plague our life only adds to it all as well. I worry that Maxine will no longer be dependable… cause us more problems... and keeping me from being able to go to work. My Grandmother’s health is failing. The White Ravens fathers health is failing. Work screams to me of angry shouts and thoughts.

All this fills our h34dz and it occurs to me … that we still don’t have it that bad.

Rwanda...

Congo...

Iraq...

Israel...

These people have problems... Real Problems. There is still killing in Rwanda... not over being black or white... but as to who your ancestors were... A blood lineage. They have no choice as two who they are and they are being killed for that. They are being killed over a people they don’t even know. Its not about who they fuck or choose to fuck... its not about what invisible little guy they pray to or don’t pray to... its not about their diplomatic position or political beliefs. Its about a people that are not even in their lives... just in their blood. Its fucking retarded and they have it harder than me. The Congo... Corruption and fighting... All from the mess from Rwanda back from 1994. Retarded... They have problems too and are causing even more problems... Why? Because they are ignorant self absorbed evil people.......

Iraq... It really is our fault. I don’t care what anyone says. We need to leave that county. Most of America does not want to be there ... and they don't want us there... Fuck it... lets just leave all of the Middle East to their own design. It’s not our concern and us being there is only making things worse. What’s that, you say? If we leave then there will be war? Psh...!! So? Who the fuck cares??? Great nations have been forged by war! It’s almost a right of passage. Seriously, give me a nation and I will give you a point in history where that nation had to fight to identify itself. .. .. .. ITSELF! The US being there is not going to solve anything. One of two things will happen... One, the county will cave in on itself and will be absorbed by other countries. Yes, there will be fighting, death, rape, holocaust, and destruction... Whatever. That’s life and that’s history. Even the US had to face war to identify itself or keep its name. Great nations have risen out of the ashes of failed countries... without the help of outsiders. Also, great nations have failed because they overstretched themselves. Remember Rome? Great nation... advanced... rich... #1 superpower of the known world... Sound familiar…? It’s gone. Dead and gone except for what history can tell us.
The second thing that can happen…. Is that the Middle East will get their shit together... and everything will be alright.

Israel... People ... grow the fuck up. You cant change the beliefs of someone ... and I am sorry, no matter how you look at it ... Jerusalem is the holy city OF ALL PEOPLE! I don’t care what you want people to think. You cant change someone’s thoughts. Also... Don’t follow what America says/wants. If you looked around, not many other countries do. Those that do... well they are afraid we will bomb the shit out of them. Which might happen... yes... but the American People will not stand for it. It would be another Vietnam. Both sides would lose lives. The American People would protest... Our government would suffer... Don’t be afraid of us. America is not so stupid to bomb holy lands. Accept that people of all religions will come to your holy city and want to set up shop. I would not even be surprised if there was an atheist church there worshiping a rotting corpse as a joke. You have to rely on yourself and make decision based on the needs of your own county. You also have to be accepting of other people and let them have their beliefs.

There are so many problems out there and there are so many idiots trying to fix them. We are all apart of nature… there will be death... there will be famine ... there will be War... And... eventually, there will be an apocalypse. So many problems in the world today ... and they outweigh my own.

My darkest wish ... hope... is that we are not the coming of our own end. I see it everyday ... I see it coming. America is the New Worlds Rome and if makes me sad. The human race is coming to and end because we just simply cant live with each other and accept one another.